im so sick and tired of everything suddenly,
just exactly like how i felt last yr.
a mixture of feelings,
both happy and sad.
what exactly am i feeling man,
dont ask me,
i dont know too.
things are getting more and more complicated,
from 2 persons till now a 7 person thing,
so in the end,
its left with nothing again i guess.
why not you just tell me the truth directly,
why must it go through so must trouble just to tel me to give up?
i know, i may not be as humourous as other ppl.
i may not have such good attutide to you.
i may not have such good patience towards you.
i may not have such good tolerance to everybody.
i may not be as good to express my feeling with words.
but i know, i hope you will feel it with what ive done.
but i guess, you just didnt.
i may be very persistent but you dont have to test me.
i would give in to you all i can, but theres always a limit please.
tell me all these are just fake.
its just part and pieces of a plan.
youre making me so confusedd.
all i know is i still like you sososo much.
you can doubt my words,
you can doubt the earth is spinning round the sun,
you can doubt the stars are bright,
you can doubt anything or even everything,
but you cant doubt my love for you.
you can call me hopeless,
but im alr hopelessly in love with you.
trust me this once,
when the visions around you bring tears to your eyes,
and all that surrounds you are secrets and lies,
i will be your strength,
i will give you hope.
5465456,45683968.
i know i should have told you all these long ago,
and whats the use telling you now.
im sorry.


shucks, church tmr.
i goes there like once a yr.
and last yr i went cause you ask me to go.
rah!
im so confuseddd.
theres like tons of hw and im not planning to start at all.
im so not looking forward to mye.