It's amazing how thoughts of you give me different feelings, different mood, and different attitude.
For instance, last night you flashing through me made me cry. Made me sad, made me regret. Made me miserable. Made me love drunk. Worst still, made me breakdown.
But today, it's a total different story. Look, thoughts of you today made me smile. Made me mesmerised with you once again. All of the memories today were happy times. I love nights like those.
But I know, it will never happen again.

When will I receive your text, when will I receive your call again. When will I ever get to hear you through the phone. When will I be able to talk to you like how I used to. When will I be able to tell you what I feel alongwith mutualism.

Sadly, that's beside the point already.