leaving for taiwan pretty soon, and i reckon that we will stop contacting each other when i come back. will you be able to wait for me? i doubt so. oh dear, and i feel that i might feel quite sad over the fact that im leaving at the wrong time. now, i dont feel like going taiwan at all, i dont feel happy over the fact that i will probably see loml szy. this is so weird. yes i guess its a one sided thing again, cause im always right about this. just imagine, youre going back to school, seeing him everyday, how would you not not forget him?

just dont wanna be a willing substitute party.