LALALAS~
hmmmx!
harl0o0os!
w0ke up late again.
reached skool at 7.27
my class not down yet.
den talked to renee.
den walked back tat time.
saw liko n caryn.
den pretend neve see until.
so instead said hi to theo.
hmmx.
as usual.
said the pledge.
n everythin.
den go bak class.
hmmx.
first lesson was maths.
f0r 2 lesson.
nobody had understood wad ms chan was tokin bout.
i didnt hand in my w0rk oso.
help ms chan carried the books to staff room outside
n guess wad.
i was caught by mr sim.
bout my hair.
he said whether im allow to dye my hair.
took all the troubles to explain to him.
tat the black dye faded off.
den he say my hair ishh untidy.
so convinced him by sayin i will cut iit on sun.
hmmx.
den dnt.
2 periods again.
siian.
was listenin to ppl's presentation.
nearly slpt.
suddenly mr siva open the class cabin.
guess wad?!?
all our books are hidden there!
he saw it all!
everybody was lykk.
OMGG!
he took out my chi book n see.
cause i wr0te big big DEVIL on it.
scare miie.
lucky he didnt do anythin silly.
recess time!
1045
later than l0wer sec.
hmmx.
wanted to go find tanCL.
she was in 1/4
den she sayy put in staff room.
oh yah!
i caught lik0 sleepin in class!
wahha!
report to DM!
hmmx.
so after recess.
was science.
didnt bring my reflection log.
so copied on paper.
den clin n boon hao was playin.
den got sent out of class
den cm in again.
ms low gave clin demerit.
den clin bushuang.
shout backs.
den ms low argue.
den complain give ms chan.
den next lesson ishh CME.
ms chan started naggin again.
siian. nobody was listenin.
yay! RINGG! bell rang.
packed bagg.
found jas walkin pass my class.
chased her.
den lik0 was at 2/2 oso.
three of us waitin f0r caryn they all.
they were havin cap.
waited till caryn finish her oral.
meanwhile.
we did our hw!
i should sayy.
onli miie n LIKo are the guaii kiia!
hahas.
so after tat.
we went j8.
ate pastamania.
cheap.
walked around as it was rainin.
after tat.
all of us sat mrt hm.
stop at yck. sat 825.
in the bus got one v cute guy lehs.
i was kinda starin.
he stopped the same stop as mie.
wen i walkin hm.
saw my cousin closin the gate.
den i shouted DUN CLOSE.
but sadly he didnt hear until.
den i saw him runnin to busstop.
so cartoon!
he use his bag to cover his precious hair.
hahas.
hmmx.
so watch tv the first thing i reached hm.
wasnt in any m00d to play com.
7 plus den started chattin online.
so all the necessary clarifications were d0ne.
until another pr0b occur.
solvin the two prob at the same time.
i nearly die.
hmmx.

in fact.
i really needed both.
hahas.
hmmx.
so n0w.
kinda bak to n0rmal.
n kinda happier/relieved.
hAhas.
anyways!
im hyper n0w!~~
w0ots!

boo boo!
everybodyy!
haiis.
so.
yesterday had match with tkgs.
we were doin so well in the first quarter!
4-4
but in the second.
third.
f0urth.
we threw away so many.
gr0und was slippery.
ball was wet.
the players just couldnt catch it.
hmmx.
so in the end.
the score was 19-13
we l0st.
we're out of the nationals.
hmmx.
we didnt mak it into the second round.
hmmx.
i guess mrs ong.
ms chow.
are both disappointed with us.
but main 7 really played quite well yesterday.
although we l0st.
but actually i just wann to sayy.
im v proud of youu all alr.
at least we are north zone 2nd.
sport skool was really a better team then.
it was just our mistake to lose to cedar.
hahas.
hmmx.
so.
yesterday was the last match.
the last time.
tat c div 06' were together.
the last time we gona be in a team.
i guess youu all really did treasured the time bahhs.
but i knw nth gona b the same anym0re.
wadever it is.
i just wann to sayy :
c div 06' rawks!
y0uu all really rawks my life tis few mths.
thanks f0r helpin miie.
listenin to all my troubles bahhs.
thanks f0r tolerancin my tears.
my fuckin attitude.
i enjoy all the times with youu all.
happy memories are always kept in my heart.
it was wonderful.
i really had a fruitful time from the trainins we started til n0w.
all the wayy!
hmmx.
the way we had fun.
the way we were crazy.
the way we were retarded.
the way wen we were happy.
really hadd make miie gr0w up.
lettin miie knw wen to do wadd.
hmmx.
lettin miie knw tat i stil hav youu all to stand by miie.
the straight-forwardness youu all hadd.
clarifyin every questions.
really make my life easier.
okk.
so i'll miiss the times we hadd.
i'll miiss youu all.
i guess we had grow up n mature as the time goes.
daddy cyn. mummy jas.caryn grandma.lik0 auntie.
thanks f0r being there.
miis ya all l0ts.
take care.
=DD








todayy.
hmmmx.
okk.
so.
i nearly got late f0r skool again.
so durin chi,
bel they all were sayin dun0 wad spca.
dun0 wad pigg.
so.
durin recess.
i go ask.
den we f0und out wad happen lahs.
den we durin recess we suan tat pers0n together.
with clin tat grp.
damn fun.
n i feel so evil.
but it was really true wadd.
hmmx.
durin eng.
didnt do summary.
tan chuiling catch miie lahs.
sayy tmr must hand in.
give miie chance.
trust miie.
-.-
i dun0 i gona do it not.
apparently.
im not gona do anythin yet.
just simply bloggin.
hmmx.
so after skool.
miie n mel went central n eat 7 eleven.
den go shop n save.
sibeh siian.
so 215 i left.
went st nicks.
wait f0r SLOWPOKE daphne yim.
so SLOW.
hmmx.
den went bakk to skool.
to find renee.
went to macs.
sat there see them eat.
den went bak skool again.
hmmx.
saw sec 1s trainin.
some of them quite good lehs.
hahas.
hmmx.
den went hm.
so i was told tat my family went JB without miie.
i wanted to slack.
n they actually believe miie.
haiis.
hmmx.
ermms.
so i was tokin onlin to lik0.
den daphne.
den ya0guai.
den i suddenly realised c div ishh over.
so damn sadd lahs.
den i started cryin.
hahas.
den cannot stop.
den until bout 8 lidat den stop.
hmmx/.
okayy lahs.
must thank my counsellors lahs!
SPECIAL THANKS TO DAPHNE YIM N LIKO.
happy?
hahas.
hmmx.



daphne yim ishh quite good at counsellin ppl lahs.
but v fierce.
scold ppl de.
evil.
ppl cryin stil scold.
hmmx.
aiyahh.
btw.
dun tink too much oso.
y0uu w0rse den miie can.
hahas.
alala.
dun0 wad to sayy le.
she ask miie write de.

oh man.
long time neve blogg le.
lazy lazy lazy
tired tired tired.
hmmx.
im so so so gona flunk my maths test
ahhhs!
the most i can get is 7!
omgg.
hmmx.
after skool.
told caryn all my troubles bahhs.
n siian again.
NO RESPONSE.
i meant comments.
sadd.
hmmx.
so went j8 with cyn.jas.eunice.caryn.
ate yoshinoya.
chicken again.
wahha.
hmmx.
den after jas.cyn.eunice left.
i faster go ntuc.
hahas.
buy chocolate.
but den.
im eatin at hm now.
wahha!
saw yujun.clinton.marcus.calvin
on the bus.
noisy lyk hell.
oh yar.
clinton pierces his ear.
den cannot take out to put ear stick.
den he scare.
yujun they all sayy he was sayin pain.
LOL LOL


okayys.
yesterday.
had stupid trainin.
physical.
sprintin!
i love it.
but i dun!
hahas.
tired tired.
den got tat jump jump thingy
i can de lahs.
but den.
wen cheryl see miie tat time i cannot.
she neve see i can.
den everytime she see i neve touch until.
den she nag nag nag.
i admit im short lahs.
-.-
hmmx.
so trainin ended bout 515.
shoot shoot shoot.
fun fun fun.
avoid avoid avoid.
den went out of skool le.


sunday.
had congee for brunch.
den went thomson plaza with dad.
ate ya kun kaya toast again.
shiok.
hmmx.
den aunt brought miie n bro
to clarke quay.
drank alcohol.
face were flushed.
hahas.
hmmmx.
den went habourfront for pizza.
SPIZZA.
NICE!
hahas.

friday.
had match with cedars.
lost the match.
impt de somemore.
hmmx.
20-25?
somethin lidat lahs.
btw!
KL ishh violent!
hahas.
hmmmx.
at night talked on the fone.
from 10 plus to bout 4 plus am?
hahas
talked with daphne lahs.
she was singin all the time.
-.-
hmmmx.
n i dreamt of her father.
terrible isnt it?
hahas
hmmmx.

wedd.
woke up early.
shao called miie bout 6 times?
had to go skool to get the stupid trophy?
but den.
after we carried the table out n everythin.
mr ling den told us tat he forgot to place another 2 trophy,
so we had to carried the tables bakk to canteen again.
so damn sia suay can.
miie n jas carried.
unfortunately.
we saw our frens.
so we quickly walked.
or mayb joggeD?
cartoon.
they were laughin lahs.
omgg.
hahas.
hmmmx.


aiyahh.
lidat lahs.
f0rget alot le.
hahas.

btw! daphne yim!
dun cal miie jiejie.
im shermaine thin..
hahas.

if youu wann to lie.
or mayb youu hadd lie.
wil youu lyk admit.
now i dunno hu to place my trust at.

if youu wann end frenship.
just tel miie.
if she lie.
i trust you.

if she lie/ tel the truth.
i just wish youu didnt make up tat lie.
youure the person i trusted most.
n i wil always trust you.

w0ots! hahas.
im damn bored now.
im damn d0wn n0w too!
have been lazin n not doin anythin.
its time to update!
sunday. 19 march.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY zhu ba jian!
hmmmx.
so. woke up at 11. den prepare
met shao. yujun.agnes.calvin.marcus.clin.
at amk mrt.
hahas.
n marcus n clin were late.
tsktsk.
so we went cineleisure.
bought tickets for DORM.
its was damn nice! i meant.
saddening.
hmmx.
so after tat. 6 plus.
we rush go sit mrt to city hall.
den the gals.
we run away! all the way to esplanade.
hahas.
we left the boys!
hahas.
it was FUN!
hahas.
so watched the concert.
BAND.
its quite nice lahs.
so it finished at 945 lidat.
den bagua n go hm at the same time.
haas.
so.
todayy.
we had match with nan hua.
we were lykk losin them until the third quarter.
but at the fourth quarter
the spirit of C DIV was revivin
they played damn well.
it was damn fast.
so in the end!
we even won them by the margin of 7.
26-19
wonderful isn't it?
hahas.
p0or wrist n ankle stil injured.
sobbs.




oh man.
tis ishh gettin weird.
im feelin weird too.
im kinda scare?
im kinda sufferin?
oh man,
i dun0.
i need youu. but youu need her more.
wad should i do?
mayb i should simple let go.
f0rget bout everythin.
anyways.
pr0mises are meant to b br0ken.
i w0nt blame you.
y0u dun owe miie anythin.
just be happy.=D

im no longer the same.
NO LONGER.
IM CHANGIN.
INTO SOMEONE PPL WIL HATE.
IM GONA MAK YOUU FEELL TAT IM
MEAN.
IRRITATIN.
SELFISH.
N EVERYTHIN BADD.
TAT WIL MAKE PPL STAY AWAY.
I JUST HATES MY LIFE NOW/
I JUST WANN TO GET OFF.
I WANN TO B ISOLATED.
IM AFRAID.
IM SCARE OF EVERYTHIN.
IM A SCAREDY CAT.
I TINK I WANN PEACE.
N I NEED PEACE/
IM GONA BE HEARTLESS SOON.
I TINK IM GONA MAKE
MAKE YOUU ALL HATE HATE MIIE.
IM GONA BE HATEFUL.
IM GONA B STONED HEARTED.
DUN BOTHER DOIN ANYTHIN.
OH MAN.
IM JUST NEED SOME SILENCE.
OR MAYB..
IM MOVIN AWAY.
DRIFTIN.
IN TO ANOTHER WORLD.
I GUESS IM JUST SIMPLY. HEART CONFUSED.
SORRY FOR ALL THE TROUBLE.
IM JUST PISS N CONFUSE.

ishh heaven makin fun of miie or wadd?
y ishh everythin not goin smoothly
again?
y m i goin through these sufferings
one after the other?
its lyk when ppl ishh not happy.
the sufferin with in the end.
be with miie.
n here i m pretendin nth happen.
somebody wil start makin miie.
it slykk.
i dun0 wadd i can do.
ive been hidin my tears.
puttin on fake smiles.
talkin lame jokes.
but youu all simply dun appreciate it.
sumtims.
i really feel damn left out.
i feel im not part of youu all.
im lykk avoidin everythin.
i dun wanna join anythin.
dun wann mention anythin.
i just wann my little space n tink about it,
i just need to b kept alone.
i tryin to learn independence.
i dun wanna depend on youu all.
im afraid youu all leave mie.
in my little wonderland
tat we create together.
den i wil b all alone again.
im just depress.
or mayb its stress.
or i just need to hav a good voice out
stree bout studies?
bout youu both?
bout everythin.


im tinkk i just need some PEACE.


im heart broken.
its killing miie.
n im bearin all the pain.
i stil lurve yar.

ahhs! im so siian
im damn siian
sian sian sian.
life n world
both of them
are sianin miie out! ahs!
hmmmx.
ahhs! tmr got trainin!
excuse miie!
its HOLIDAY!
ahhs.
even more siian.
hmmx.

btw! WE ARE IN NATIONALS!
YAY!


okay. so on wedd.
we had finals.
AMKSS VS SSS
oh man.
they simply thrash us.
37-6
diort.
it came out on fri newspaper.
with wangkee jumpin!
wahha,
so funny.
the sec 2 cm down to support.
oh man.
its just embarrassin.
st nics cm dwn n support they b div.
so after c div match.
it was b div's turn.
erms.
it was.
ST NICS VS SSS
AGAIN.
hmmmx.
they played a competitive match!
IT DAMN EXCITIN.
we were lyk.
gobblin our hotdogs at the same time while watchin the match.
the score was lyk.
13-19
they lost by 6.
such a pity.
im lykk cheerin for st nics.




thurs!
i didnt go sk0ol again.
hmmx.
i was LATE.
so i went bakk to bed.
sms n sms n more sms.
i wasted my day just lyk tat.
afternoon go st nics. den go hm.

AGAIN.
i slpt early again.
siian


sat.
amkss got fund fiesta.
when i dun even see the FUN in it.
all the netballers did was lykk.
just to play netball.
siian.
err.
den we were discussin whether wann go airport
send ms zhang off.
so.
i sms ms zhang.
asked her bout her flight n everythin.
den we really did went.

we went hm.
den meet at 745 at amk.
den i didnt knw.
den jas sayy 7 meet in mrt.
den im lykk ok.
den in the end. change to 730.
but den i didnt knw. cause.
they msged wrong num.
-.-
so sat 24 go changii.
den cyn came into the bus to meet us.
SHE WAS SO SHUAII!
HAHAS.
they sayy she look lyk shawn.
hahas.
LOL.
erms.
so we went to changi.
ms zhang said it was row 7.
in the end we ask the other ppl.
they said they are at row 12.
so when we go there.
alot of ppl there lahs!
ok. nvm.
lazy type.
lalala.
so 11 plus miie.cyn.eunice sat 24 hm.
i was sms sms sms.
cyn oso.
to keep us awke.
eunice slpt.
she fell off the chair thrice.
CARTOON.
lik0 n jas. sat 858.
caryn sat 34 ALONE.
SHE SO DARIN.
WAHHA.
hahas.
hmmx.
so tats bout all bahhs.

TMR GOT TRAININ.
NITES PPL

im sorry ppl.
i didnt mean to cry so easily these days.
i didnt wann to b so crybaby.
ii didnt wann to be lyk petty in front of youu all.
as in those tat cant joke with.
i sorry.
my apologies.
i dun0 wad wrong with miie.
i wann to cry behind everybodys backk.
but i just cant.
everytime when youu all said somethin.
it really did hurt miie.
but not tat much.
but i just criedd.
it wasnt controlable.
im sorry
for causin all the troubles.
im alr tryin my best not to cry le.
i simply just cant.
everythin is in cha0s now.
youu all seems to side her.
i suddenly feel so left out.
im just cant stop tinkin all that has happen.
i n0e im sometimes damn ka0pei.
damn violent.
damn wad lahs.
but im sorry.
btw. thanks for being with miie then.
haiis.
im tryin to keep my tears away.
but i just cant ren.
i knw cryin in front of youu all
almost everyday.
ishh v ''crybaby'' sort.
im sorry.
i was not tryin to embarass youu all.
i just dunn0 how to hide my feelin properly.
im so sorry.
i promised i wil not cry so easily after tis time le.
n i swear i wil made my words.






haiis.
hmmx.
im confused again.
stop makin miie confuse.
my mind ishh set.
i knw wad i need.
im not keepin anythin away frm youu.
i just cant tel youu.
as i saiid.
its confidential.
haiis.
hmmx.
btw. lik0. i do trust you.
just tat i cant sayy.
im sorry.


keepin all the thots aways frm youu all.
keepin the truth away frm youu all.
keepin the pain away from you all.
keepin everythiin to mysel.

wahhs. it has been four days since i last blogg.
okk.
hmmx.
got bakk lotsa results.
one word.
TERRIBLE.
my eng compre.
9/25
eng lit.
7/15
maths.
11/20 8/25
science.
11/25 18/25
geo.
29/30 17/20
hist.
22/30 15/20
chi.
34/50 39/50

tats all bahhs.
so damn lousy can.
so gona die.
hahas.
ermms.




w0ots! TODAY.
we got match the semi finals.
with st nics.!
w0ots!!!
guess wadd?
we w0n!!!!
W0O0O0O!
29-16
hahas! although i neve play
AGAIN.
i nearly cried.
wahha.
so funny.
everybody was lykk huggin each other.
hahas! so n0w.
C DIV ISHH IN FINALS!
WE'R GONNA HAV FINALS IN YISHUN SPORTS HALL!
hahas.
WELL DONE MAIN 7!
hahas








okayys.
change subbb again.
hmmX.
dun0 wads wrong.
feelin weird.
dun0 whether wann or not.
dun dare sayy oso.
wadever.
i cannot mak it lahs.
tryin tryin n tryin.
sibeh difficult.
im wann it .
but i dun dare.
hard to sayy.









y0uure gettin more n more fake tis days.
jilakat.
bushuang with youu lahs.
change to normal lahs.
real or fake.
unbelievable.
im not gona believe youu.

hmmmx!
hel0s.
v long neve update le.
siian diao.
okk.
start tokin frm sun.
my family went to play badminton!
damn fun can!
den went hm.
play ps2 with bro.
damn retarded.
he keep shakin his head.
hahas.
okk.
den mon.
we got trainin.
by ermms.
weizhen cheryl or mayb ms zhang?
cant really rmbb.
but we did new setups.
after trainin.
we went to pizza hut.
was damn ex.
yet so little food.
miie.cyn.theo.jas went.
mel left first.
btw! they made miie cry.
or mayb i just feel lyk cryin lahs.
hahas.
so i bcm a crybaby.

tues..
had match against yck.
sobbly. i didnt play.
but the 7 of them played excellently!
excpt 3rd quarter.
mrs ong n ms chow had heart attackk.
hahas.
ermms.
so we won!
the score was.
ermms.
okkay.
i cannot rmb.
but we were suppose to win by 5 to b champhion of grp.
n we won by 6!
w0o0h0o0!
GOOD JOBB!
N b div came dwn to support us.
hahas.
ok.
so wedd.
which ishh yesterdayy.
seniors played against sengkang.
c div n recrea team came dwn to support b div.
they were doin fine for the game except for the third quart.
i tink its all the third quarter.
we threw away too many center passes n passes/
in the end.
they lost.
by 2.
34-36
its such a pity.
i nearly lykk cried?
but didnt.
its the first time.
seniors didnt go into semi finals.
its the first time seniors not goin to yishun sports hall with us.
we are goin alone.
it lykk so scary.
but we are gona fight bakk for the sake of
seniors n us.
we wil bring glory bakk.
hahas.
hmmX.
ms chow created a cheer yesteday.
on the spot.
so cartoon.
it goes lidat.
its okay .its alright. netbal betbal
fight fight fight!
hahas.
funny huh?
okk lahs.
i tinks tat she;s quite smart.
hahas.
hmmX.
tik0 cry.
den i so scare.
den i wann give her sweet den dun dare.
den cyn help miie.
she so nice.XD
hahas.
hmmX.
okk.
so we went macs n tok again.
saved some money.

todayy.
mel tan bday!
HAPPT BIRTHDAY!
hahas.
just came bakk frm her house.
was her bday.
i hadd trainin.
den right after trainin.
i sat the cab hm.
den choose clothes.
bathe.
den sit cab go her house le.
hmmx.
ermms.
so trainin was quite stupid today.
but nvm.
lyk everybody off form at the endin part.
den.
ermms.
lidat l0rs.
kks.
bakk to mel tan's hse.
reached there bout 6?
hmmX.
den daph. ika. renyao.pauline was there alt.
den away thwt sayy go soccer field there.
den we go. with the volleyball.
den at first sayy play soccer. den
in the end play volleyball.
den bout 730.
the rest of them came.
den see until her.
im damn bushuang.
but tryin to ren her.
i scare fight den spoils everybody mood.
so i didnt say anythin or commented.
so lidat l0rs.
9 plus lyn.sher.debra.leah.ika.brendas.nata.
all go hm le so left.
miie.daph.mel.renyao.krisha.
den they played volleybal while i read newspaper
tryin to improve my sense.
hahas.
LOL
LOL
den after renee go. den i cm out n play.
den soon right. got one car cm.
den daph tot ishh her father.
den i faster run in.
in the end was a mers.
scary.
den until 3 min later.
her parents really cm.
i faster run into the hse.
cause her ma dun lyk miie.
plus i scare of her.
hahas.
den soon krisha dad cm.
but wher was my father?!?
i dun0!
i tink he lost his way or sometihn.
den aget bout 10 min.
den her cm.
got in the car.
den mel sayy my ma look damn fierce.
wher got lors.
she so ''not fierce''.
haas.
okk.

finish! mon vs st nicks! we wil win!
AMKSS WH0O0OSHHHH!
JIAYOUU!