where are you? when i need you right here.
i need you to be my motive to drive myself to the extreme.
exams are just one week away.
i need you to be here with me.
how long more do i have to wait?
it has alr been so damn long alr.
im not saying im getting impatient.
im just asking.
how long more?
answer me honestly.

1. Single, taken or crushing?

crushing

2. Are you happy with your life now?

not badd.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?

erh, not really.

4. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

obviously yah?

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

surely no?

6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?

no way?

Have you talked about marriage with another before?

ermms. i dont think so.

8. Do you want children?

i have no idea eh.

9.How many?

=.=

10. Would you consider adoption ?

mayb?

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?

just say it and not beat around the bush.

12. you enjoy getting in relationship?

sort of.

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?

hands only. :D

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?

not really eh.

15. Are you romantic ?

no comments

16. Do you believe you can change someone?

erh, yeahhs

17. If you could married to somewhere, where would it be?

england.

18. Have you ever broken a heart?

erhh,i think so.

19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?

see who more suitable.

20. Are you missing somebody now?

yeahh. carebear*

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.

isabel ; renee ; daphne ; jasmine ; eunice

When you say, I miss the things you do,

I just wanna get back close again to you.

But for now, your voice is near enough,

How I miss you, when I miss you, love.

And though, All the days that pass me by so slow

All the emptiness inside me flows, all around,

And there's no way out

I'm just thinkin' so much of you,

There was never any doubt...

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too

I can wait forever, if you will, I know it's worth it all

To spend my life alone with you.

When it looked, as though my life was wrong,

You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong

I'll be here, when hope is out of sight,

I just wish that I was next to you tonight,

and oh I'll be reachin' for you even though,

You'll be somewhere else, my love will go like a bird,

on it's way back home

I could never let you go, and I just want you to know...

Where are you know?

Alone, with the thoughts we share

Keep them strong somehow,

And you know, I'll always be there...

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there,

too I can wait, forever if you will, I know it's worth it all

To spend my life alone...

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too,

I can wait, forever if you will, I can wait forever or more...

I can wait forever...

HEHS.HELLOS.
msn was so crap lah.
i thought it was my com's prob.
ok. im slow.
woots! ytd was shawn 1 bday!
okays. so, heard they were bringing her out.
so i decided not to ask her out.
nono. wrong info. they last min say wan go hm.
-.- so i asked her out!
mel n me decided to go swensens n treat her!
so i asked stead along.
den i quickly smsed belle to ask where she was going.
hahas. den i asked her to go kbox with me.
so on the way out of school, we ran into wk.
den dont know for what reason she came along HERSELF.
so, we were all whispering everywhere lahh.
so ate alot for lunch plus cake for isabel.
not long later, belle came with simin.
den after we ate finish, peipei n mummy came to join us.
shaotong needed to rush back to school for her dnt.
so we went kbox.
from 5- 7?
all needed to go home.
gosh. i spent all my money alr.
so today morn, i asked dad for more money.
he said i was spending too much alr.
and i seriously agree. mayb i should cut down. alot more.
so no money to spend equals no going out.
so i went home early today with jasmine cming my hse.
watched tv;play com; sleep alot.
so thats about all.
=DDD ohoh. i cant concentrate on my studies.
im so gonna die lah.
jiayou ppl! hehs.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRUDDERR.
YOU GETTING OLD ALR.
TSKTSK.
i <333>

whatever alr.

i cant be bothered anymore.

i cant take it too.

'mo un tie'' in canto.

last day le anyways.

it wont last for long.

the pain wont be there anymoree.

im so numb towards everything.

effing jealous oso no use.

there wont be any difference man.

fuck it.

name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*three of which must be the opposite sex*
after that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1.cynthia.
2. jasmine.
3.eunice.
4.renee.
5.hansen.
6.mohsan.
7.daphne.
8.chloe.
9.annabelle.
10.lynette.
11.marcus.

1.how did you meet 10[lynette]?
primary school. brotherr!
2.what will you do if you never met 2[jasmine]?
lose a true friend n much much laughter.
3.what would you do if 9[annabelle] n 11[marcus] dated?
LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.
4.do you like 7[daphne]?
ermms. i think so?
5.would 5[hansen] n 6[mohsan] make a good couple?
NOO. dont think they're gays.
6.describe 3[eunice].
SPASTIC.ZILIAN.GRANDPA!
7.do you think 8[chloe] is attractive?
ermms. okok.not baddd.
8.tell me something bout 9[annabelle].
the person i miss most.supportive!
9.do you know any of 4's[renee] family members?
her ah ma.sis.cousin jodi n jermaine?
10.what's 5's[hansen] favourite things?
no idea.
11.what would you do if 10[lynette] confessed she likes you?
we confessed to each other alr.my GAYGAY!
12.what language does 6[mohsan] speaks?
ermms. english.chinese.hokkien?
13.who's 9[annabelle] going out with?
SINGLE!
14.how old is 8[chloe] now?
thirteen! smurfffff!
15.when was the last time you talked to 1[cynthia]?
face to face? ytddd.
16.what's 2's[jasmine] favourite band/singer?
opps. i not sure eh.
17.would you ever date 7[daphne]?
ermmmmms.depends?
18.would you ever date 11[marcus]?
erms.no.although he's cute!
19.have you ever seen 8[chloe] naked?
NONONO.n i dont want ok!
people whom you want to pass on:
daphne.renee.lynette.jasmine.chloe.

so sick n tired of everything now.
why not just stab me right through my heart again?
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

Now I Don't Wanna Jump The Gun
Or Misunderstand Anyone
But I Think Maybe You Have Been Feeling Something Lately
I Know We Got An Understanding
You Ain't My Girl, I Ain't Your Man
But I Think Maybe You Have Been Feeling This Thing Changing
The Feelings I Got For You Couldn't Dry It's The Truth
But You Want Something New Baby
We Got A Simple Thing But It's About To Change
Or Will It Stay The Same Maybe
No Matter What The Road Iv'e Passed Still Has A Load Of Loves And Lusts
And Not Much Trust
But Are You Saying This Can't Be Us

You know I can be there
It's time that you call I swore not to come
But I'm here after all I know by the look that I see In your eyes
I won't stand around and I won't watch you die
From what you do Because of you
What becomes of...
From what you do.

i feel so freaking fake.