Monday, July 30, 2007

had the sneakers carnival ytd,
i was one of the last that reached school.
was super tired, got into the second round
and i played gs during the match with rjc.
it was crap, cause i cant shoot.
hah, but it was fun lah.
:DD
went home, and knocked out!
slept till ppl msged me.
HA, then i got up and sleep somemore.
wahahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAO TANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

after sch, waited for long.
and off to subway again!
then ate fried mushroom.
sheila called then i went off and meet her and huishan.
wahhaha, simpsons. :D
i slept, and woke up cause sheila was coughing non stop!
went for tuition, and dad came to fetch me home.
:D

training tmr, :(

Friday, July 27, 2007

haha, rain really came, it visited me for two days already.
and it really did freeze me, and i nearly died.
it rained from recess time all the way till end of school k,
the thunders were roaring and the lightnings were flashing,
i hear people screaming and the teachers were shouting.
ha, ok it was super duper deeper random.

had chemistry test today, during the test so qiao.
my friend messagedd me and my phone vibrated damn loudly.
HAHA and i obviously i took out my phone and reply
teacher was pajiao and didnt see, wahahaah.
the test was okay lahh, although i think i might fail.
hahahah, after school left with melissa and xin lin.
left and back to school with charlynn jorinda seraphina and janeyyyyy
i look super short with them,damn it!
zzz, watched the ndp parade thingy then went home and stuffs.
thats all, stupid carnival change to sunday.
spoilt my whole damn plan lahh.
anyway going she thingy tmr.
sorry cant ton.
:(

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

dont misunderstand how i feel.
You pulled me under so
I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises;
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
I was almost about to lose my faith was still dreaming
But feared is was too late
But then you came along to my surprise
And stole my heart before my very eyes

the lays that cheered me up :D




hmms, havent been blogging nor going online for long.

had lunch with peipei chen,KFC :D my fave!

wahahha! went there after chemistry consultation,

ms low teach so not bad not bad, i understand

hahaha! then after pei left wanted to go stalford and find peiling,

but then.suddenly i sian diao, then i called huishan (hot stuff)

then went over to meet huishan and valentia,

supposely suppose to study, but obviously we didnt or something.

slack all the way, until sheila came.

then home,mummy fried chicken wings!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

got maths test tmr and chem test on fri, :D

gonna go slp soon, nights

training and tuition tmr! OMGG :D

I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart, what I feel more each day
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
I love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart, what I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to see how to say
How I need you so
Words that get right through to your soul
Words that let you know

Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
:(

Saturday, July 14, 2007

its finally gonna be end of the week,
and it had been rather hectic.
monday had tuition,
had fun i guess.
tuesday i didnt go training,
had heart talk with teoxiumin!
then went to kfc with gaygay
:D had 3 large popcorn chicken in one day k!
wednesday i forgot what i did.
thursday mrs ong dragged me down to staff room and talk for like 45 mins
she made me cried and stuff?
then pe, conditioning, sucks like hell i guess?
then training, still fine. but always odd number and idk why.
chionged home just to shower then cab to tuition.
had fun as usual, laugh like shit, probably i laugh at myself.
so dumb lah can.
friday waited for long to finish her class
then go long john eat with ke and long.
went back to school and pool
then home and shower and out again.
walk sheila seah homeeeeee.
then home, had super late dinner.
saturday woke up super early,
had stupid cip.
joel kaisheng pei and me one group.
6 blocks, collected lots of newspaper :D
tomorrow;sunday
cip in the morning again, probably not gonna go out after that or something.
haissss need to run 2.4 with old ppl tmr.
sian lahh, and my shirt is xxl.
wtf
gonna go celebrate cutecute grandma's birthday later
:D


do you know my heart broke
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
westlife- the rose (:

and its love, crashing my life all over again
i gave it all up just for you.
but now, i give you up for everything.
i dont regret baby, but i just wanna rewind.
i want to salvage the damn situation.
im selfish , i admit.
i want the best for both me and you.
my life is crushing me down.
im falling apart.
im broken, im dying.
i need the past, like how it used to be.
maybe its just too late.
ive done too many mistakes and
no one will ever forgive me anymore.
even me myself, i cant forgive myself.
im sososo sorry guys.
i know im sucha depise to you guys now.
im such an eyesore.
i dont know what to do, but im apologetic.
i know ive lost all of you.
its all over, i know my mistake.
wo you zui, wo zhi cuo le.
:(

Monday, July 09, 2007

My Stone Heart Is Breaking , My Love Ran Away.
When I woke up with the sunlight and dreams echoing through my head
And I heard you breathing softly I remembered the things you said
There is no time, there is no place
That you would rather be
That the good times or hard times as long as you're here with me