after so muchh.
after so longg.
ive made mysel v clear.
ive said tat i w0uld give up.
but y y0uu all just dun wann believe?
i really dun0 wad else i can do le lahs.
no matter wad i try to do.
no matter wad i sayy.
y0uu all just dun believe.
y0uu all really wann miie to turn badd isit?
ive endure till n0w.
so long le.
now.
y0uu all stil forcin miie.
i alr sayy i wil le wadd.
i alr sayy i pr0mise le wadd.
y y0uu all keep sayin i lie?
i ALR SWEAR I WONT LIE LE RIGHT?!?
hwo youu all wann miie choose?
ok lahs.
i choose youu all den youu all push miie the other side.
push here push there v fun mehs?
since tat day y0uu ask miie give up i alr tryin to le right?
i wil de wadd.
i asked y0uu all give miie one more mth right?
now the one mth ishh up.
n i wil fulfil the pr0mise ive made right?
im just seein if there's a revival round lahs.
now since dun hav.
den i wil change lahs.
i'll give up.
but even if i does.
wil y0uu all stil believe miie?
no right?
so now.
i lost both battles lahs.
has.
i knw youu all sure sayy serve miie right de lahs.
fine lahs.
even if i turn badd. she sayy she pei wo turn.
den is lyk i wil hai her.
but stil.
i tiink i wil.
i really exhausted le.

hehhs!
OMGG!!
EVERYBODYY ISH SO RETARDED.
until i cannot stand it.
hahas.
oh man!
im hyper todayy.
no idea y.
but i guess im hyperr.
hahas.
hahas!!!
ahhhs!!!
i so soso miss everybodyy!!!
i sososo miss netball trainin.
i sososo miss everythiin!
oh yar!!
i sososo miss k box!!
i neve go for so long le.
ahhhs!!
hmmms.
today.
neve go out lehhs.
so guaii rite?
i knw.
so filial somemore.
i go out with my parents.
bought new shoes!
new slippers!
yeahh!
hmmmms!!!!
ahhs ahhs.
i keep tinkin tmr ishh mon.
den my dad sayy im too nervous.
but i dun get it.
i nervous bout wadd?
hahas.
seein frens?
-.-
-.-
tis ishh so lame.
hahahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS SKOOL!!!
I LOVE SKOOL!!
hahas.
JOKIN.
hmmms.
hehhs.
tats bout all.
hahas.



PS. EVERYBODYY ISHH SO RETARDED.

hmmmx.
1st april.
APRIL FOOL!
cute dayy.
quite fun.
i tricked my family members.
den.
ma came bakk.
with her colleagues.
played her mahjong again.
till nightfall.
had bbq.
NICE!
hahas.
hmmx.


3rd april.
MONDAYY.
b4 skool ends.
five min b4 tat.
miie n bel sneak out of skool
to avoid sw k0r.
so we went.
tpy.
to find lynette.
den waited til angie goes.
den i started talkin to lynette.
den bel walked to the other side.
i was lykk. HUH.
den she say i lykk wann fight lidat.
but the fact was.
i wanted.
but i w0nt.
so after awhile.
went thomson plaza.
bought the cages n necessary stuff f0r the ham.
so me n bel spend all our money or rather fortune f0r them.
so. it was rainin heavily lahs.
i was to go macs.
den.
cant go lahs.
spend our last few penny on yakun.
hmms.
den bel asked her mother if she could sit cab hm.
so the ans was okayy.
so i ask bel can send miie not.
cause i rushin.
den she oso sayy ok.
so i can declare tat both BEL N HER MA ISHH NICE.
hahas.
kind~~
hmmx.
so reached mac.
den went hm soon.
cause my pa cal miie.
hahas.

tuesday.
yesterdayy.
me n jas stayed bakk after skool.
watched the sec one train.
didnt do much things lahs.
onli got caught by mrs ong.
so me n jas got somethin lykk a lecture frm her.
sayin tat we are not showin good examples to our juniors.
blah blah blahs.
so in the end.
we tuck in til so TUT,
hahas.
so ms hong n tong was tokin to them.
den we stand there n listen.
so there was a best perf0rmance or somethin ceremony
so the awardee is lin lik0.
so tyco.
LOL
LOL
jokin lahs.
hahas.
hmmx.
ermms.
so wanted go macs.
den ms tong ask us find f0r her her magazine.
but wen we walk into skool.
she sayy its f0und.
so went hawker.
den nth was open lahs.
so in the end.
i went with jas to northpoint.
ate the balls.
hahas.
it taste quite ok.
den sat mrt hm.
den my br0 called.
sayin tat my mum gona pick miie up frm mrt.
so i faster rush.
hahas


wednesday.
todayy.
g0t caught slpin by tanCL.
sayin tat shermaine. y0uu sleep until too obvious le.
-.- rites?
anyway.
i didnt care. so i slpt again.
look.
how borin can her lessons b?
so. i passedd my maths! 10/20.
heng.
i tot i w0uld lykk fail.
hahas.
hmmx.
cap was fun.
g0t new pa. yujun
but in the end.
i requested f0r wangkee instead.
hmmmx.
so after skool.
everybody dun0 disappear go wher lahs.
so i went with theo instead.
went hawker to eat chicken rice.
den went bakk to skool.
on the way bakk.
we saw many ppl kana caught by mr ong n tanCS.
so me n theo walked into the CC instead.
to tuck in our blouse.
hahas
so walked out. without them noticin us.
so i called ori to inform them tat they cmin.
went bakk to skool.
saw cyn.
so went f0rward n f0llw her to dnt room n pei her.
but in the end.
she sayy she wanted theo.
hahas.
evil rite?
hahas.
jokin.
hmms.
so lidat lahs.
den after their dnt.
went macs awhile.
den 5 plus.
daph sayy she finish trainin le.
so i go her skool macs l0rs.
but it was rainin lahs.
so i was sort of runnin in the rain.
drenched.
den i sat the wrong bus oso.
siasuay=X
hmmx.
den lidat l0rs.
ermms.
den was late f0r hm lahs.
siiann!




anyway. i tiink.
i stil needs y0u in my life bahs.
so hahas.
ermms.
dun tink the feelings have started fadin.
=))