What does it supposed to mean when you tell me straight in my face that we are just plain school mates and not even friends?
wonderful, you are such a wonderful person.

Everytime I think of you, everytime I miss you, a flower would be drawn.
Do you know how many tables in school had been vandalized by my flower drawing already?
Countless.

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I wonder why did I do that.
This mistake is getting me so affected cause I don't know why I did that.

I realised I'm actually a very self centred person inside, which totally sucks.
This is bad.

The things I heard, makes me feel terrible. Maybe because that's what I have never expected, especially from you. I never expected you to feel that way, I never knew the truth from you, probably cause you didn't tell me at all.
I feel quite happy hearing that but more of me was feeling disappointed.
Things tends to be so near yet so far kind of thing. Things are so unpredictable, I feel as though this is happening to me again. I got over you and now another is awaiting for me to get over her. Man, you two are so alike in character/behaviour. This makes me feel quite puzzled and sad. This is weakening me, inside out.