I see that we are going nowhere afterall.
Do you fucking even care.

I've reached, but where were you?
Am I supposed to head for a uturn and leave?
Or am I supposed to continue moving forward and hope you would chase up.
Denial, I must say.

Be patient,
Wait and see.
I will get there sooner or later.
I love you (:

The timing is just not right.
Too bad for both you and me.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It?s playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

So maybe its true that i cant live without you

and maybe two is better than one.

How much longer? Will this keep getting stronger?
I wonder what she’s doin’ when I’m singin’ myself to sleep
He’s a faker, see ya later
I wonder when you’ll realize that you mean a lot more to me.

Weekends had always been great, & i am starting to love you more.

its awesome to finally realise that you really liked someone.

it would be even better if it became a mutual thing.

first scared, then elated, finally accomplished.

(: great start, great ending, great people.

I like life like this, but I am neglecting my studies. What's with my mind, I just can't focus and concentrate on work. Time to wake up, I can't be lagging behind others. Why not turn you into my motivation to study. Shall try. ST time to wake up.

i am falling for you, when i was hoping that i dont.

i am afraid, afraid to like someone like you.

you remind me so much of her.

oh man, and i am leaving soon.

what would happen to us, by the time i return?

will you wait? i really doubt so.

i want you to, but i know i cant make you do it.

leaving for taiwan pretty soon, and i reckon that we will stop contacting each other when i come back. will you be able to wait for me? i doubt so. oh dear, and i feel that i might feel quite sad over the fact that im leaving at the wrong time. now, i dont feel like going taiwan at all, i dont feel happy over the fact that i will probably see loml szy. this is so weird. yes i guess its a one sided thing again, cause im always right about this. just imagine, youre going back to school, seeing him everyday, how would you not not forget him?

just dont wanna be a willing substitute party.

Great Day.

2009, is gonna be over in two hours time and 2010 is arriving, sooner than ever. This year, had been rather smooth for me as compared to all the other years that I experienced all those crap from everyone and myself. This year, school has been great. New sch, new life, new friends + old friends. I'd met many many great people that are awfully awesome!!! (: made lots of new friends and learnt to overcome obstacles. Learnt not to be racist, not discriminating anyone, although I still can't get rid of the hatred that I tend to have for certain people, in a weird way. This year is also considered as one of the best years I have ever been through. Although, the workload in jc is much much heavier, also with much tougher criteria to promote and the level of discipline needed increased tremendously as compared to secondary school. However, I am proud to say that shermaine thin, actually had tried to work hard and yeah I'm quite happy that my efforts been paid off by getting full credit for this year.

This year, I've managed to meet really good people, regardless of through school or outside. Angela, olly, Anh. The three of you had made my life so much enjoyable and you guys really motivated me to study. All of you have each of your own merits. Angela, you're the first classmate that I got to know, and I'm glad we're really good friends now. Although my maths sucks, but I know you will be there when I need maths god help. Pw really sucks with my awesome group members, but thanks for being there when I needed to bitch about them. Olly, you've been really supportive towards me and the class. You're really responsible and yeah the class can't do without you. Anhanh!! You're the best listener actually, although I used to quarrel with you quite often but at least I know you'll be there when I needed someone. I may be really demanding and harsh on my words but I really cared about you.
You, ms fatty bom bom, crystal tay. Recently, I've got to know you, and you're really a great person to know. You're so crappy but at the same time you're a person who's really concerned bout ppl and initiative. Great listener, great advisor? You've been there whenever we all needed you. Going to your place often to drink and those frequent outings these few days really brought life to my world. Your clique is really great, fun people around. Really glad to actually know you guys and hang out with you all these few weeks.

Daphne, Lynette, Chloe. The three of you have always been there for me since primary school. I'm really elated that all of us are still as close as ever, we still hang out, have stayover, talk to each other, so regularly. Thanks for being there, sort of nurture me to being a better person with better mindset and attitude towards things.

Theora, WangKee, Simin, Valerie. You guys are mad lovers of me. I love you guys and you guys know it. Although this holiday I haven't spent much time with you guys but we all know that we will all be there for each other no matter what happens. Blame me for not spending time with you guys, but I didn't forget bout all of us. You guys are really awesome! (:

Okay, in conclusion, this year had been rather happy for me, despite the major stress that I needed to handle. I love all these awesome people that's in my life, and I really cherish it.
2010, will be a new year for all of us. Everyone, forget bout all the unhappy memories and keep the happy memories within yourself, forever. Olvl, Alvl, promos. All jiayou! All of us can do it. Distinctions for all of us and let's mug hard tgt and enjoy the year!! Rock on, everyone!!!! (: I love all of you!!