so ytd was 280407.
the only time of my whole life, that will be the only day.
but ive done nth ytd,i mean anything bout relationships.
i studied at the library with grandma,
and its the first time i did my work.
we saw zongyou, he's damn cute to me, i dont know why.
i went off at 7 plus and had burger king with parents.
my mum is ignoring me cause i pissed her off.
she's super petty and i dont know why.
watched the 200 pound beauty,
its damn super duper nice.
i nearly criedd at the last part.
den i started messaging alot of ppl telling them how nice it was.
they all say i super random.
LOL. but they were the ones that i first thought of.
went home and sleep till this morning?

on friday had the stupid ss test.
and my migraine came just b4 the test, i wasnt thinking at all.
i think im gonna fail it badly.
mum came at 12 and fetched me to the doctor.
doctor gave me lots of painkiller, its not helping much.
grr. went home and tried to slp but didnt.
went to get ready at 330 and left home at 4
met jillian and stevi at junction 8, bought food and went stevi hse.
soon chenjing,queenie,peixuan came.
we had bbq and we drank 3 bottles of wine.
i was super drunk, but jillian oso.
we played truth or dare i think.
did i dont know what, i think i kissed someone.
nvm, i cant remember.
i vomitted and my clothes got all dirty,
lucky got wear lots of layer.
haha. jillian starting slapping everybody.
peixuan and me stayed over at stevi hse.
woke up super early and went home.
i think thats all?

going to cousin hse today.
bro gonna swim with venson collin and edwin i think.
hah! grandma cooking.
yumyum.
ok thats it.
im going off.
;)

i got over you and now my priority is to passed my MYE!
studystudy!

hihi.dead yet?
but den..
baboom! the blog is alive once again
thanks to the POWERPUFF GIRLS.
ok. damn fucking random.
ive been feeling so bored nowadays.
too boredd= super random.
so i went back mcs on tues.
early dismissal! and i missed MOHAN's lesson.
but i realisedd he didnt even come to school
damnit.
saw manymany tchers and GOHmingsze.
LOL. made a new fren?
met ppl i never met b4?
ohoh! and long went to play all the games over and over again.
purpose: to win all the prizes/sweets
hahas. so we went to the hall after that for the lucky draw thingy?
LYNETTE <3 won the fifth prize?
haha she hesitated to come in lahh.
den all 8 of us were aiming for the first prize.
so got 22 prizes right.
we keep telling ourselves first prize will be ours.
haha.long's luck was damn on form that day
so all said melissa will get it.
so the person drawn a pink paper.
our names use pink paper write one.
so we damn excitedd.
den she said shermaine thin.
all shocked dao.
so went there and take.
so damn siasuay can.
den nvm.
called my mum and ask her fetch me home.
so went home and slack for a few hours den went off for the dinner thingy
KL PS ME!
i was the only one damn boy.
LOL.den eileen saw her buddy!
den we all standing there want ask is it really the buddy not.
den all dont dare.
den i go lahh. den her buddy they all tot i want ask for number.
what rubbish.
LOL. so in the end!
its really her!
took photos, exchanged numbers and stuffs.
den lucky draw again!
got 22 prizes too i think.
den got 8 hundred over ppl.
den we all was like aiyah. where got so lucky one.
den we didnt even bother to listen to the number.
den suddenly when we stp talking.
3rd prize 50507 : shermaine thin.
in front of so many ppl need to go up stage.
even more suay can!
wtf, den i asked them to go for me, they dont want.
so mean!
so in the end. i reached home at about 1am.
so damn tired and i cant get to slp.
and i didnt study for my maths test.
im prepared to flunk it k.

went to the library on wed with caryn cyn long and myself!
i think we didnt do any work at all?
we keep toking and laughing.
but cyn told me it was kind of productive.
and i was like huh. really?
so went home and out with parents!
and i fell aslp at 9 pm!

today got extra lessons till bout 4.
migraine was attacking me super aggressively that i felt like im gonna die.
persisted on and went for j8 with long to eat and drink my bbt!
STRAWBERRY MILK TEA!
dragged my way home as i cant see properly?
and the pain has numbed my mose bone and my teeth!
didnt really eat dinner and i open my chocos to eat
and my bro finished half of it.
and my DAD doesnt want to bring me to the doctor for my migraine!
evil~!

ohoh. i got ps-ed by leekeatli again!
was supposed to go with her to stevi hse tmr.
and now she tell me she cannot go.
her fren got birthday party.
wtf.
now i dont know whether im going anot.
it feels so UNDERAGEDD!
RAH.
and somemore, im not close to any one there except mayb queenie!
RAHH.

say what you wanna say.
do what you wanna do.
cause i dont give a fucking damn anymore.
i swear i wont fall for you ever again.
get lost loserr.

has it ever occur to you that im actually broken inside?
has it ever occur to you that youre hurting me so badly?
has it ever occur to you that im suffering inside?
have you ever think of how im feeling right now?
why wont you believe in me?
why wont you just give me a chance to tell you what i want to?
im not saying youre making the wrong choice,
but at least listen to what i need to say?

i know this time is really overrr.
leaving me with a broken heart.
thanks for everythingggg.
i wish you luck for your decision.


im crazily in love with you, JODINE YAM CHIN YIN!
OMGGG :/

HELLLO 94646!;D


went out with shermaine today lor!
lunch-ed at PASTA MANIA!omg,she koped my food la!haha!
and someone chased for tt balll like so gayy!
and she's crazy over JODINE!
still ask for her SIGNATURE+TAKE PICTURE!


sorrry 94646,i swing swing today!xD
paisehhh!i noe u wont blame mii de!HAHA!;D

HELLO S-HOLE/ D-HOLE HERE :DD
stupid annoying lah you.
DONT KNOW HOW TO UPDATE YOURSELF AR.
LOL. okay, since i'm helping to keep your blog alive,
be thankful okay :D i'm still searching for strawberry kitkats.
HOHOHO. i owe you a letter :O

bu zhi dao blog about what,
no inspirations for inspirational stuff :D
life is dead, so we've got to keep it alive.
you've got to make changes,
for things to remain the same.
understand ? ^^

everytime i say so much,
you also forget everything de.
so might as well say short short,
bu yao waste kou shui! [[[[[:

MUAHAHHA. okaye i'm done.
GOODBYE you s-hole.\
much love, DAPHNEH.
(i prefer my own nickname)

I am guest blogging for thinthin yo! :D

Thinthin's lazy, and I don't feel like blogging at my own blog because I feel so.. ]:
Thinthin, don't worry, be happy! I'll fix you, your heart and your soul.

THINTHIN HAPPY JIU HAO! :]

Love,
Bellebelle! <3

HELLO SHERMAINE. ;D


neh.blogged;D

im so sick and tired of everything suddenly,
just exactly like how i felt last yr.
a mixture of feelings,
both happy and sad.
what exactly am i feeling man,
dont ask me,
i dont know too.
things are getting more and more complicated,
from 2 persons till now a 7 person thing,
so in the end,
its left with nothing again i guess.
why not you just tell me the truth directly,
why must it go through so must trouble just to tel me to give up?
i know, i may not be as humourous as other ppl.
i may not have such good attutide to you.
i may not have such good patience towards you.
i may not have such good tolerance to everybody.
i may not be as good to express my feeling with words.
but i know, i hope you will feel it with what ive done.
but i guess, you just didnt.
i may be very persistent but you dont have to test me.
i would give in to you all i can, but theres always a limit please.
tell me all these are just fake.
its just part and pieces of a plan.
youre making me so confusedd.
all i know is i still like you sososo much.
you can doubt my words,
you can doubt the earth is spinning round the sun,
you can doubt the stars are bright,
you can doubt anything or even everything,
but you cant doubt my love for you.
you can call me hopeless,
but im alr hopelessly in love with you.
trust me this once,
when the visions around you bring tears to your eyes,
and all that surrounds you are secrets and lies,
i will be your strength,
i will give you hope.
5465456,45683968.
i know i should have told you all these long ago,
and whats the use telling you now.
im sorry.


shucks, church tmr.
i goes there like once a yr.
and last yr i went cause you ask me to go.
rah!
im so confuseddd.
theres like tons of hw and im not planning to start at all.
im so not looking forward to mye.

少年

你又想起某个夏天
热闹海岸线
记忆中的那个少年
骄傲的宣言伸出双手就能拥抱全世界
相信所有的梦想一定会实现
一切看起来都不会太遥远
转眼之间过了几年
轻浮的语言都已经慢慢沉淀
即使难免会变得更加洗练
我们不曾妥协
那是我们都回不去的从前
幸好还可以坚持当时的信念世界
尝试改变当初的那个少年
那是我们都回不去的从前
当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面
那个偏执的少年

its easter day.
mum, where's my chocolates?
none.
sad right. totally rot at home for the whole day.
cause my dad doesnt wanna bring me out.
RAHH.
has been toking to daphne on the phone for 3-4 hrs straight.
and now my dad doesnt let me use his phone to call.
damn him.
no dinner for me tonight~!
chemistry is getting more and more confusing.
and maths is getting weirder and weirder to me.
RAHHH.
mye is coming and this time,
i MUST pass all my subjects.


dontgivemetheshockofmylifeonceagain (:

HOHOHO.
back again.
had sucha hectic day today.
gosh. my spellings are like terrible.
damn suay, got caught by mrs ong for using my phone in class.
sucks can. in the end, need finish the work then can get back ,
when i dnt even knw how to do at all.
so during recess chiong,
asked long for help, but in the end she also dont really know.
so copied eunice's work in the end
borrowed tingkang's phone to sms,
ps: he's so nice~, and i sms alot.
during physics lesson, lao guang not yet come i faster go find mrs ong.
so mrs ong came out, i told everything was fine alr.
but, mdm chong came out too.
so got reprimanded by both loud tchers,
nagnagnag, finally over, got back my phone,
but saw this person and totally ruined my mood.
so after physics, had oral, ended so damn late
i was super late for drums.
jovin is goodlooking i guess~!
HAHAH, he's hair is nice lahh, esp when he spike it today.
damn bad at coordinating can.
sian half.
so in the end no recess no lunch and no dinner.
hungry like siao.


speak what you want.
stop acting like youre sucha big deal.

HOHOHO!
IM AT ISABEL HSE NOW.
SO LONG NEVER GO ALR.
HAHA
had lunch at mosburgerrr. ;DD
too many things going on and my fucking migraine came back.
like almost everyday and its killing me though.
there no training this week and i hope there none next tues
cause i want go kallang and watch match match!

doublell
pleasepleasestopignoringme,
dontsnatchherawayfrommeormyheartwilljustbreakonceagain.
istillwantyoubackyouknow.

evilperson,
youresonicetome~! ;D

sidongxi~
whydidntyoutellmeearlieryoudumbdumb,
actuallyihadlikedyouallalong. ;x

im a goner, if you continue ignoring me.

life's miserable with things going on like that,
i dont like the way things are happening. ;(
anw, ytd was at sentosa selling 100 plus for almost the whole entire day.
sold thousand over cans i guess?
hmm. for our perth trip!
HAHA! mindy cynthia jasmine and cyn went to the toilet to fill up the container.
took super long and somemore i cant get wet
sucks like hell kae.
after sentosa was lunch with jill jas shao mel and me.
ate pastamania and played drums in both tpy sports hall and pastamania.
its damn funny!
taught jill and shao what we learnt oso.
damn cute.
ohoh!
jodine was there!
she damn freakiing cute!
she still looks like cyn to me though. :)
haha!
weizhen shots are damn freaking nice.
but in the end mannas caught up and sharks lost the match.
saw ms zhangtingjun, she was telling me to stay positive in whatever i do.
hHAHA, and i asked her to stop nagging.
hahah! grala was there too!
ate long john silver then homesweethome.
super tired and i fell asleep even before i could decide whether i wanted to call her.
at 930 and i just woke up.
MORNING AND GOODBYE.