sometimes i feel that i cant simply push all the blame about me turning into a player to you. cause probably its just me, not you. sometimes i feel that maybe i should defeat my heart before defeating my brain cause i believed i should not hold on that slightest hope on you at all

but how can i do all these ):

Guess what ive got from fb,

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

maybe its time.

Just two words from you, makes my world go round. (:

sometimes i really wonder whether i should text you, whether i should call you.

tonight i text-ed you, and i am not getting any reply from you at all.

all i can do is to be patient and stare at my phone awaiting for your reply.

oh great, now i've got your reply but this in return turned into a tragic attempt to communicate with each other.

I HOPE EVERYTHING BETWEEN US DOES NOT CHANGE.

every single time i hear this song, i will always feel that i had been lying to myself all the time. i hope i didnt lie but my heart tells me i am.

Maybe it was never meant to be, even from the start. /:

Trying so hard to make myself occupied that I felt like a loser trying to get attention.
Jumpshots destroyed both my right heel and ankle, shouldn't try jumping down a high place without looking down on my feet anymore, shouldn't try to look good in camera shots anymore. Sucha disappointment.
Surprisingly my nails are growing since I stopped chewing on them after seeing them getting all paint last week, but now the nail polish are all gone, I can't stop myself from having temptations to chew on them, and restrict myself from the craving. However, I will try not to chew on them.

its time for me to start on my work, and its time to reduce the amount of time i spend sleeping and hanging out with friends. its time for me to prepare myself for A Levels next year, both mentally and physically! O M G.

Glad I've heard that from you.
It's great that you feel the same way as I do, friends are fine (:

Glad I've heard that from you.
It's great that you feel the same way as I do, friends are fine (:

its okay that i've lost you,

in fact, i won the world over you.

i am the winner ultimately.

boos left specially for you.