It's amazing how we are able to talk like how we used to four years ago now.
It's amazing how you and me both talk to each other flirtatiously and jokingly.
It's amazing how I actually claimed that you're mine possession.
It's amazing how you told me you're accepting me cause I'm still me.
It's amazing that you said you're mine.
It's amazing that we are talking so much now.
It's amazing how we are able to talk so freely.
It's just incredible that we are that close now.



And you, just realised we really have different views. Like you favour in individualism while I favour groups. Many of a time, when I'm concerned, you will think it's only for my benefits. Think deeper. It's for your benefit too. It's for everyone.

It's amazing how thoughts of you give me different feelings, different mood, and different attitude.
For instance, last night you flashing through me made me cry. Made me sad, made me regret. Made me miserable. Made me love drunk. Worst still, made me breakdown.
But today, it's a total different story. Look, thoughts of you today made me smile. Made me mesmerised with you once again. All of the memories today were happy times. I love nights like those.
But I know, it will never happen again.

When will I receive your text, when will I receive your call again. When will I ever get to hear you through the phone. When will I be able to talk to you like how I used to. When will I be able to tell you what I feel alongwith mutualism.

Sadly, that's beside the point already.

If you love me only in my dreams, I hope you will let me be asleep forever.

but now, even in my dreams, you dont love me.

so whats the point of sleeping so much?

sleep used to be my hideout, but now, its making me worse.

what else can i do?

all these hideouts aint working for me anymore.

i guess i should be happy, hype up, in front of you.

i dont want you to feel that i am always sad in front of you.

i dont want you to feel that i am down.

so world, be prepared.

i am gonna rock your life. (:

afterall, i am fine.

i know the truth, i know everything i need to know.

thats sufficient. (:

Look, from the very start, ive ask myself time and time again,

how long would you like me for?

and as time goes by, i forgot bout this doubt.

and i fell for you, deeper and deeper.

and yes i was right, it didnt even lasted for awhile.

now, im so confident that everything is so fucking predictable.

i wished i was wrong about you, but sadly, i was not.

now, what else can i do.

its going to take me such a long time to forget about you,

its gonna take me a long time to let go.

putting up a strong front is actually killing me inside again.

so much for wanting to be your valentine.

Is this a natural feeling

Or is it just me bleeding

All my thoughts and dreams

In hope that you will be with me or

Is this a moment to remember

Or just a cold day in December?

I wonder

If maybe

Maybe I could be

All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside

So lovely and I

Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are

And when I'm not with you

I know that it's true

That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

'Cause you know that baby I...

I'm your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you love me

Papa-Paparazzi

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your...

Papa-Paparazzi

not gonna give up yet.

pls tell me this is not true.

never did i expect it to happen so quickly,

never did i expect it to turn into a fact.

never did i expect it to become history.

My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you.
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears, baby

sometimes, wanting to know and getting to know is a total different thing.

you have such huge ego, you wanna be strong, you wanna be the king.

youre so ambitious, that when people tell you the truth, youre destroyed, utterly.

you have low self esteem, but have a strong front to cover up.

you always know youve a problem with your own thinking, but you refuse to do anything to it.

now, you had met up with problems again,

and youre taking so much to face the truth.

fuck you st, fuck u.

stop behaving like a coward, stop hiding everytime you meet difficulties. zzzzzzzzzzzzz

没有你主宰 很难快乐起来
自由自在才哭个痛快
离开我你只留下一句活该
中伤的对白接着排山倒海 迎面来

I had a dream
Which totally suck
That made me cry
That made me sad
Telling me the truth
That I never
Wanted to know
But then again
I want to know
Tempted to ask
But afraid to know
What a coward
I know
Wish it won't come true
But predict it will
Damn it
There goes me and you
Hate Deja vu